Yesterday was different for some reason. I sat, looked up at Him, and began to think about the picture. I began to sob each moment I looked at Him. I imagine His arms reaching out and telling each of us "I am with thee." In our darkest moments and our deepest needs we should remember those words.
I then really focused on His hands. The hands and wrists that were pierced for me. The pain He suffered for me. The life He lead for me. What on earth do I have to complain about when He has already felt everything I am feeling. Now, I know first hand that is way easier said then done. We feel completely alone when in reality He is just wanting us to be able to make the choices and decisions He already knows we are going to make. We were given agency for a reason and it is the plan of our Heavenly Father that we are able to make choices in time of need regardless of reassurance.
I felt a great impression as I looked at Him that he was telling me "Do not give up. Do not lose your way. Do not lose all that you have worked for." When the reassurance had faltered, it was right there in front of me.
I have learned a great deal about my faith the last little while. I know that my Heavenly Father and Savior want me to have faith in all I do. Having faith that He has a plan for us, will only empower us and strengthen our testimonies in the things we are looking for.
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